Can smeOne make a Baby Hppiee ~
wid a sweet Cadbury Chociee.. ??

wen All she Criez iz for her Motherz Warmth !!

Can smeOne satisfy d Hungry Beggerz ~
wid preciouz Jewelz nd Ornamentz .. ??

wen All he needz iz smething that fills his Tummy !!

Can smeOne wipe d widowz Tearz ~
wid material wealth nd Propertiez.. ??

wen All she wantz is Her Spouse back !!

Can smeOne make a Girl Smile ~
wid makin her Luxuriez double/Triple.. ??

wen All she awaitz foh iz Peace nd Love !!

- Urz Prathi

Love is not Pain ...It iznt Burden ..

Love is not Xcitement... It iznt Lust.. 

Itz not juz Stayin awake for the whole Night for Oneself ,

Love is Sharin ... Itz , 

Momentz of Tears and Laughter shared Together !! 

- Urz Prathi

When I have so much to say..
and dont know how to,
I start to Cry ! ~ All Inside

when my DearOnes see and not bother
I continue to cry Out ..and they continue to watch :'(

That makes me feel more
-d e s e r t e d- !!

- Urz Prathi

The toughest Chapterz to Read ..
d deep Feelingz of a Galz Soul

The toughest Puzzlez to Solve ..
d silent Tearz in a Galz Eye

The toughest Storiez to Understand ..
d hidden Painz of a Galz Heart

The toughest Answers to Find ..
d random Questionz in a Galz Mind

~•◊•~ Urz Prathi

AlwayZz try 2 Perceive thingz/Personz wid yur Heart ..
wen you See dem wid yur EyeZz..

Coz smeday yu might realise dat Yur Eyez hav. deceived You..
But Yur Heart never Does !!

Feelin' itz shorez,
rejoicin wid d cool wind blowz

Walkin' on d warm White sandz ,
gazin at d Shining sky and shellz

Floatin' & swimmin' in d Blue waterLand,
jumpin' al around Hand-in-hand

Thowin' the Green Algae in Scare ,
catchin' the Pink JellyFish with care

Divin' in as the Raindropz Fall,
hearin itz soundz at d Oceanz wall

Standing in d middle of sky-ocean interface,
feelin' d Rain as it touches our Face

Gettin' completely wet , drenched in the Rain,
lettin ourself dry in the sunshine again

The Nature was treating us as itz Friend,
we were juZz lost in itz Perfect blend !!

^^All these were my Real Xperiences of 12hrz of yesterday @Karolina bulgar(a place in Ukraine)beach .. juz written in a Poeticway! I heard the Rain with oceans Ear by taking a dive into it..It was the sound that i never Heard before ..was soundin little scary but surely Amazin & Awsme as it was sensin' musical ♫..The jellyfish were TransparentPink nd very tender that i was even afraid to touch directly,juz holded it in my handz along with the water :) We Played Kabadi,Volleyball,Batminton,runninRace and boys had more Fun than us..We gotto invent some new names for the games they were Playin? :P lol..We were juz watchin dem nd Laughin lyk Hell =] . We were catchin al d attention of Ukrainianz while we were playin Kabadi :) Guess dey found it Intrestin ,Indianz Rock \m/ ;) It was a Beautiful cloudy Day with Rain,Amazin evening Sunset wid a Crescent Moon in d Ni8 <3

Wil soon UL some more pix of our Trip !! ~

cudnt take a better snap of v wer. in d Train ^^

EvryOne rememberz deir Childhood
foh all der Lifetym..

The tymz v Played,
Tymz we fought wid our fnz nd siblings
The tymz v Screamed,
Tymz we were afraid to face the dark
The tymz v Cried,
Tymz we behaved crazy for the gifts we want
The tymz v Hated,
Tymz we refused to go to school
The tymz v Cheated,
Tymz we skipped doin our homeworks
The tymz we Laughed,
Tymz we enjoyed watching the movies
The tymz we Forgot,
Tymz we slept hearing a bedtym story

It was all Perfect..
But for SomeOne,

Their Childhood makez No memory
nd if it does...dey only remember

Working,working,and working
from the morning sunlight
to the evening twilight

They wakeup wid the Sun
they hold dose Pens
not to go 2 school
but to write those bills

They get Tired
not playin wid Fnz
but working till d day endz

All they wait is a ray of Hope
someone to change der lifez
All we do is watch dem
and forget abut it the next day
Busy wid our daytoday livez

We wish to Act nd v fail to
Lets Make that Wish Strong
dan d reason that Stopz

Letz Take that Xtrastep
to look into der eyes nd stop der Pain

And i thank Dr.PratibhaSingh garu who xplained diz as the TBTC (Too-Busy-T0-Care) syndrome in Her article on Childarbour.It was surely an Eyeopener for me,as even I've seen children working as carpenters,cleaners,welders,working in hotels,grocery stores and many Public places at a very young age..but juz used to walkout of the Place thinking i cud do nothing to stop it.

So,if You come across any incidence of Child Labour..Do Act ,
1. Police Station
Lodge a complaint at the nearest Police Station
Link to all Police Stations all over India:
2. Labour Commissioner of the concerned State
For contact details of State Government Labour Departments, see
3. Prathan Helpline for Child Labour
Call 022 - 65134884 or email to
(Rescue helpline for Mumbai & Maharashtra)
For more details, visit
A toll free 24-hour telephone help line 1098 for children in distress can be accessed in 72 cities of the country. CACL Central Secretariat: C/o- PECUC, VIII-H-26, Sailashree Vihar ,Bhubaneswar - 21, Orissa, India., Tel: 0674 - 2740178 Fax : 0674 - 2740432 This helpline, easily remembered in Hindi as “Dus, Nau, Aath”, is presently working in the following 72 cities:
Agartala, Aurangabad, Chennai, Guwahati, Kanchipuram, Kozhikode, Nadia, Pune, South 24 Paraganas, Varanasi, Shimla, Ahmedabad, Bangalore, Coimbatore, Hyderabad, Kanyakumari, Kutch, Nagapattinam, Puri, Thiruvananthapuram, Vijayawada, Ludhiana, Ahmednagar, Baroda, Cuddalore, Imphal, Karaikal, Lucknow, Nagpur, Rourkela, Thirunelveli, Vishakhapatnam, Akola, Bhopal, Delhi, Indore, Kochi, Mangalore, Nasik, Ranchi, Thrissur, Waynad, Allahabad, Bhubaneshwar, East Midanapore Jammu, Kolkata, Madurai, New Jalpaiguri, Salem, Tiruchirapalli, West Midnapore, Alwar, Chandigarh, Goa, Jaipur, Kollam, Mumbai, Patna, Shillong, Udaipur, Agra, Amarawati, Cuddalore, Gorakhpur, Kalyan, Kota, Murshidabad Port Blair, Sholapur, Ujjain and Gurgaon.
Know more about help line or See

Post this to ur Favourite Websites,blogs nd social nw'ing sites and show that you nolonga suffer from the TBTC syndrome !!Dont skip ,this could be an eyeopener to Someone and indeed change someones Life :)

Eyes drenched In Tears,
Heart stung by beaters

Words chasing me,
Laughs teasing me

Everyone is enjoying the bliss,
while am Alone rotating in d pain axis

I dont wanna see anyone,
or hear or talk to anyone

All they say is that its Nothing,
but i still sense something

i wont let you know am sad,
let me smile and make you mad

May be Now it's your Luck not mine,
But later someday,hardwork does shine

but i still dont regret,
as I've learnt a Lesson that I'll never forget

I cud "Nly shw Yu" hw much I You..
not juz wen am
Happy wid You
but also wen am Angry on You !!

Let this Kiss melt our Hearts
and uncloud all our disputes ~

as it Ceases the tender Pain
and Renders the erotic Love Again !!

Tell meh..tell mee..Tell ME wat I wanna Hear
Make meh..make mee..Make ME ur darling Dear

Hold meh..hold mee..Hold ME little more Closer
Alwayz Together..Lets stay Forever !!

Let meh..let mee..Let ME fly Higher
Call mee..Call ME ur Girl bubblier

Miss meh..miss mee..Miss ME evry Hour
As made foh Eachother..Lets juz sense d Love Flavour !!

((Inspired 4m JustinBiebers song...
Try if yu cud makeout Wch1))

It was Only 1 day ..
11/May/2011 !! Yesterday ..
The Nly day wen I felt dat Am gonna Miss "Something" ..
Something dat I had till Yesterday ..
That i mi8 Miss in d Near Future ..!!

May be coz of that Fear..I felt lyk treasurin all dose Moments ..Evrything that made me Sad/ Happy/Freakin crazy/Fuckin Lazy !! Evry moment that i was Xcited !! Nd This is the ri8 TYM i i Found myself havin enuff Patience :P

{ My MBBS 1st Year } -- { Trying and Learning }

It started On Sep.1st 2005 !! As we bein Foreighn studentz Guided by the consultancies nd Fnz , were sent to this Place in batches nd I was in d 2nd batch !! Kme here on Nov.7th 2005 !! Our Course had students in 3 batches..1 sent Earlier nd d oder Late!! We had our Jrney 4m Delhi-Odessa ..nd we all were feelin So lonely till v reached diz Place as all Our parents bid us BYE in d Airport !!We were Nly intrested in findin out d Natives of others nd there was only 1 guy 4m AP !! All the others belonged 2 North !

We reached here In 8hrz .Arund 3500Milez .Few of our Seniours came 2 receive us !! I was on Cloud9 when dey cud Recognise me , my name nd My place b4 i introduced Myself !!They were 4m AP too . I was feelin a bit relaxed afta dey discussed everything about the Studies and Place with us in a very Friendly way.

We stepped into the Hostel nd d

1st here d hostel rooms were alloted in common for both Girls and Boys.nd d
2nd shock..Damn d rooms were like Hell , My block with 2 rooms 1 for boys nd d other for us with a common WC.mY Room wid a 100watt lamp,2 Springbeds,2 vry small cupboards nd Nothingelse !!I felt lyk Killin d consultancy Ppl who showed us the Pictures of rooms which were Well furnished lyk d 5* onez .

We called our Parents nd were Xcited 2 know dat we reached Here while dey were still on der Way bck 2 home 4m Delhi as dey were gng by Trains !I met the students who came a Month before . I was wid a +ve spirit afta talkin 2 dem as They seemed well adjusted 2 d place. But sad that there were Only few Indian girls ..juz 8 Including me out of 40..nd d rest were Boys. Among dem Only 2 were 4m South (Sara and sumera) nd i cudnt meet dem dat day as dey were out shopping. I was felin a bit LOnely,nd a bit Unique as i was d Only Telugu Girl :)

We relaxed durin d weekend , filledup nd signed our contracts on Monday nd walked into the University ClassRooms.Oh my Goodness ....It was juz Aw...awwwww..........Awesme !! Everyone was satisfied..nd we thought we wud soon be adjusted wid d hostels too as we were allowed 2 buy any Funiture we wish to for our Rooms.

OSMU University ..Toooooo Big , Too many departments ,Wide ,Spacious , Big Pillars nd statues ,2 Canteens(V call dem RedCanteen nd GreenCanteen.. lolZz). It was so colourful wid a mix of Black,white nd Fair people 4m different parts of the World ;) It was completely a New Experience !! We moved into the classes after buying our Aprons (Ahh...1 of my Dream juz got fulfilled) and notebooks. We had arund 3 subjects dat day , we all Tried the whole day to und. d Proffesor's English ..but v endedup juz Laughing at der Funny accent =)) Dat was d Nly fun for us during the 1st week ..Commentin at our Proffesors English,nd Imitatin dem any of us hav. not had any Music /other Fun equipment yet.We soon came 2 know that we have to clear all the classes we missed 4m Sep-Nov. , nd we also Gotto cook by ourselves as we cudnt find anything Indian in our Canteens :(

Our big Problems nd Goals of 1st Year were

Clearin dose Missed classes after attending our Regular classes

Coming bck 2 hostel and cukin for dinner ( I didnt knew even 2 on d Stove )
And Trying to b Comfortable with d Place nd People around

Uff somehow December we cleared our Absents.I managed 2 cuk Rice nd few curries wid my Momz,Fnz, nd Seniours help. By d end of 1st Yr I was neutral nd comfortable wid Evry1 Xcept My Roomie. We also got used 2 the Ukrainian-English ;) I became Very close to 2 of our seniours Rosa Akka and Srikanth Anna. I was feelin Home wen i was with them. :) By July our Academic Yr was Ova nd v were in our Homes for Summer Vocation ..Ahh those 2months were lyk Heaven after such a Miserable Journey in an Unknown Place wid Unknown People :D

{ My MBBS 2nd Year }

to be Continued ..

Born 4m your Womb..and cared in Your Heart
Yu've shown me what life was all About

Its part of You in my Body and soul
taking the pain to help my evry wound heal

I wonder if there comes a day
when i could hold your arms and say

that you are the One i wish to Bow
coz without you my world would be so hallow

Part of Part of Me

Widout ur role..I cudnt be this better
I only wish , I could show you Mother
How you make me feel like No-other

Happy Mothers Day

This Poem made this "Mothers Day" so Special foh Me & my Mom :)
I Read it & Translated 2 Telugu foh Her On call!!
She complimented sayin "This Poem would make Any Mother Happy"
She'z so Emotional...She alwayz has Tears wen i Do sch things :)
She said dat she Wanted it in my HandWritten form..Sighned Afta my Name nd she wud make a Frame of it !!

I realised dat "Our Little Love" meanz a lot foh Dem..Love yu MOM >:d<

Itz alwayz better to be Single..

not coz you gotto GIVE love/smething ,

but bcoz you dont EXPECT love/Nything !!

When a boy wants to See Her
and When a Girl wants to Hear Him
Day and Night till their last Breath..itz l ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̲̅] !!

Walking on the Lonely Roads
where Even the days seemed Gloomy
but i never raced myself Unhappy

I was Pretending..

I see a beam of Sunshine of another World
and i was feeling and living it
though from miles apart and not In

I was real to this Unreal world
cherishing every little thing

Now that it has turned upside Down
I try Open myself to the Real world

I see,I talk,I Play, all day
It seems So Dark but
I smile,I laugh, I Jump

I keep Pretending..

And As the night Falls
I see the four walls

What i could feel now is only
The upsidedown World..

I want to make it Right
Talk everything Straight

I could Nolonger wear this fakesmile
as am tired of this Plastic Life

Now i could Nolonger Pretend..

but I has No choice

Now What should I Fight for..?
To get used to the Scary Dark??
or wait for The Colorful Sunshine
and Feel the Real Happiness??

It was Aug.13th 1987 !! Arund 3am in the Morning...and i was Born!!I didnt knew or remember the 1st touch of my Mom wen i was in her Lap...nor the Dads when i was in his hands.But my Mom and Dad always say me that it was an Amazing feeling for them As i was the 1st child for them.Later they were blessed with a Baby boy(my little brother Pavan) on Sep 21st 1988.

I cudnt forget that moment when Mom had Tears while she was sharing this experience with me for the 1st time when i was in my school.Even Dad was very happy that moment...he took my hands and said ,"Apdu nuvu fingers chala chinna chinnavi Pink colourlo patkunte kandipothav emo anpinchavu ra..kuyy kuyy ani edusthuu bhale muddhuga unnavu" and there was a long pause...I could feel his mixed emotions.I didnt want to see tears in his eyes and i very soon said..."So Dad,now dat am grownup,and as i have this big big fingers,theres no need to be afraid..Nenu em Kandhiponu" and i gave a smile.He Continued...with my hands in his.."Ledhu nanna,meeru entha peddha vallu aina..meku pillalu,manavallu puttina kuda ..Maa kallaki meeru eppudu Chinnapillale"!!I was very happy and everything around me was so blur as my eyes were flooded with tears.I just said 1min Dad ,rushed into the Kitchen wiped my tears and came back with a bottle of water asking him if he wanted too.

Dad said No and brother was sleeping beside us...With his hand on my brothers hair he started saying.."Ee bujjodu tarvatha 1 yearki puttadu".We both were Smiling seeing his face.I dont remember how i felt when he was born.But i surely remember growing Jealous as My parents Love and care were slowly getting divided between both of us!!

Forgot to mention that my Dad was physically handicapped...his right hand was permanently paralysed because of a Road accident when my Mom was 9months pregnant carrying my brother.She said that she was totally depressed all the period.But after my brother was born they both were again Happy and they were just dreaming about both of our futures and nothing else.My dad was Contractor and he continued working for our Family without givingup and as he was the eldest son of the family he still carried the responsibility!!

My Dad said "Ninu ethukunanu,adinchanu...but veedini sariga ethukoni adinchalekapoyanu,talchukunte badhaga untundhi ra..devudu ee cheyyi inkonni rojulu tarvatha teesukovalsindhi" !! I felt really sad and after that moment i was nomore Jealous about my little brother. I was comfortable with the fact that My Mom Loves my brother a little more than me.The other reason is that am my Dad's baby Doll!!

I always am Proud of having such Parents and Brother!!My MOM..I could never forget those moments when SHE used to coverup my little mistakes to maintain my Dads Impression on me.She used to say that it was her own fault when she had no Other choice.My DAD..he always gave me what i asked for.His Love was always the same!!After my 18' Little Brother was no more a Younger one...he used to take care of me and used to suggest me at a right time.He kept my Mischiefs for himself which he never used to when we were children.I often used to feel him as my Elder Brother :)

They were the Ones who Loved me with all their Heart and always Believed in Me!! I wish to Give them the same Happiness that they have been giving me since I was Born :)

Why..?? My Choco Pie.. ?

why do i wanna be the Only Angel
Flying Inside your Heart all day Long

why do i wanna be the Only Devil
Running all over in yur Dreams whole Night

Is it coz of d Compatibility dat Am so possessive??

Why am i afraid to know all about your Past
From the start till the day we 1st met

why am i praying for your future
To see you Happy watever might happen

Is it coz of d Anxiety dat am so Concerned??

why do you cross my mind every single minute
wondering how it would be if you were right beside me

why do you steal my Heartbeat when you smile
rendering my spirits go high dying to reach you

Is this Lust just coz of Your Love & Care or Mine??

Whatever the world might term it as..
I Only have an urge 2 have you all My Life
and be Lost in The Ecstasy of It !!

Tired of the Jrney on d Lonely roads
counting dose little Milestones

Thought i almost reached my Deck
but I see myself bounced Back

Was Imaginin myself the Star
waiting 2 Shine bright even 4m Sofar

But am juz d Fallingstar unbound
neither belonging to d sky nor d Ground

I was Trying to find a Place to Fit
but i see Nowhere to Mark it

"I thought there was Someone
who wud stay and scream along with me
and drownout all my Loneliness"

But am Lockedup Alone wondering
To Where i actually Belong ??

Itz So sTuNnin dat a ButterFly iz beautiful but a CaterPillar Iznt..
So iz a Gal , She mi8 seem beautiful even wiD her Caterpillar Lukz..
If yu Know Her Heart...

I still Yellout when someone Forces me to wakeup
I still Hide behind my dad when i fight with my little brother

I still Love those chicks,Lambs and pups
I still lick the chocolate wrapper when noone is watching

I still Cry when my parents dont get me what i Ask
I still prefer to eat those lols and candies

I still accept an icecream even when am angry
I still try imitate the people i love and hate

I still neglect d surroundings when i Play around
I still run allover d garden trying to catch a Butterfly

I still stare at the cutest things i come across
I still love to talk to my toys and dolls

I still shout when i see a small insect or lizard
I still dance stupid when my favourite song plays

I still scribble on the walls and desks when bored
I still showoff the little things i do

I still fall asleep listening to Moms stories
I still break into tears when my dearones move far

I still lock myself alone in my room when am Hurt
I still share my topsecret to a stranger when Happy

I still think that am d best person than anyone
I still act Innocent when i wanna b pampered

I still have my childhood in me <3

I knew wat I was in
Thought it was all abt Giving
but now I see Him Strained of Holdin It"

I Knew i was gettin Addicted
Felt dat as d best part of it"
but now I endup searchin foh itZz Antidote

Still I walkaway wid <3

All I need is Juz a Pill
2 Make my Heart stop Feel It"

The words that were Never spoken
The feelings that were never shown
The dreams that were never shared
The moments that were never forgotten
The hopes that were never said

Written with Time as Ink
Soul as Paper, Heart as persona

All lie within Me as
The Book of Hidden secrets

U may not be the perfect Prince
Me mi8 not be the perfect Angel

But U count on Me and i'll on you
cause we know we're Perfect Together

Letz Love eachother Deep
and never let it fall asleep

Want me lyk d starz need d sky
Tied up Forever till Eternity

Just "One Promise" and never forget
To Always Keep me Alive in ur memories

Make Our last wish to watch our names
shine on the same Family Tree

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