where Even the days seemed Gloomy
but i never raced myself Unhappy
I was Pretending..
I see a beam of Sunshine of another World
and i was feeling and living it
though from miles apart and not In
I was real to this Unreal world
cherishing every little thing
Now that it has turned upside Down
I try Open myself to the Real world
I see,I talk,I Play, all day
It seems So Dark but
I smile,I laugh, I Jump
I keep Pretending..
And As the night Falls
I see the four walls
What i could feel now is only
The upsidedown World..
I want to make it Right
Talk everything Straight
I could Nolonger wear this fakesmile
as am tired of this Plastic Life
Now i could Nolonger Pretend..
but I has No choice
Now What should I Fight for..?
To get used to the Scary Dark??
or wait for The Colorful Sunshine
and Feel the Real Happiness??